fu*kity, fu*k, fu*k
Since January of this year I have been working on the application for and wading through the application process (4 different tests), for the job i have dreamed about. The job everyone I told said “you would be perfect for that job”.
Started out with 80 some of us applying, and worked its way down to 46. Our tests were scored and our application was scored.
The ranking would determine who will be offered the opportunity to be interviewed. There are six open positions, and the top ranked 14 will be asked to interview.
My mediocrity has done me in once more. My rank was 24. My achievement history (read application) scored me a whopping 41.67 out of 100. My personality/stress tests (read the 3 final tests) i hit a 52.
Oh sure they will keep me on the list for 6 months…and there is a possibility….but.
I will mourn the loss of possibility….one more time. and then I suppose I should pick myself up, dust myself off, and start off in some other direction again.
Ok Karma bank…its time to let me make a withdrawal.

Hi Cris, you’re up for the rolling post. If you can get it done in the next couple of days that would be great. Let A-mum know when you have done yours.