Just not sure where my head is

I am finally getting to the point where I am enjoying the time at home….cooking, cleaning, organizing. There is an enjoyment to the idea of having a well kept, properly functioning home. Obviously I have reached the point in my life where I can not seem to do both outside the home employment and keeping the house in good running order. So this is kind of fun at the moment. Lot’s more flexibility, which is awesome. But the funds are dwindling, and insurance is due soon.

I got a call back for an interview for the job I most wanted. I am not “counting” on anything…that is when I get slammed by the universe. But….it would make life interesting. Time to do some research.

The FIL is still in the hospital, and the pathology came back on the tumor…it is cancerous. We do not know more at the moment….information management is not anyone’s strong suit, and people are walking on eggs. Makes me wonder if there really ever is a cure for cancer…if its all remission…and maybe some just carry the genetics to make the cells over produce, and there are different triggers at different times. The chemo/radiation stops the growth explosion (sometimes) but not the genetic predisposition…anyway that is my personal theory.

I am still having a great time at the Citizen’s Academy, learning more about the Sheriff’s department each week. This week we get a tour of the jail.

Fall is trying to arrive. We have a cool day and then a hot one. The weather keeps trying to normalize, but I do not think my grandchildren will ever recognize the same weather patterns we grew up with. I do not remember them being so inconsistent when I was a kid….but maybe that was about perspective too.

~ by Cris on September 25, 2007.